garden/journal/2023-03-17.md

• 17 is Maitreya and Right Concentration.
• Lady Burup threw a d24 three times and got 7, 23, 15 -- which in my numeric memory palace mean:
  • 7: Avalokiteshvara and Compassion
  • 23: Lady Burup herself
  • 15: Right Effort and 3*5
  • I call throwing dice with Lady Burup and seeing what comes up (well meaning) Chaos Magic :)
• Work
  • Low energy and I didn't finish my CL, I may choose to catch up over the weekend.
  • But then again I'm low energy because they laid off three of my favorite people in my workgroup, so maybe I've been doing emotional work close to full time.
  • I spoke at the walkout on Wednesday and I'm happy I did.
• Flancia
  • A bit of a chaotic night after work (as you can see by my playing with dice with Lady Burup :)) but I advanced some threads.
  • I ended up shuffling some books which made me think I have many -- which is true, both in the sense of having them in my library I am privileged, I posted about this today) and having a lot of books in 'started' state. I now have books in this state in essentially every room of the house. I probably need to turn the well meaning chaos into some more order, or channel the chaos into something constructive :)