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+- I had a nice walk yesterday with a friend.
+	- We didn't, but we could have [[taken a walk on the wild side]].
+- [[music]]
+	- [[take a walk on the wild side]]
+	- [[hunky dory]]
+- [[writing]]
+- [[build bridges]]
+- #push [[philosophy in germany]]
+	- [[1831-1933]]
+- [[penguins]]
+- [[google doc]]
+- #push [[logseq]]
+	- took like half a minute to load just now
+	- unfortunately it still doesn't scale well enough, but I'm happy the team is responsive to performance issues!
+	- I'm now using logseq while I code. I think I will benefit from using it when I want to focus on *one* thing. It doesn't do multi pane like [[wiki vim]], so I use that for running many tasks in parallel.
+- #push [[meditations]]
+  - My internal discourse can be surprisingly strongly worded, in particular when applied to myself or to inanimate objects.
+    - "oh, look. it's a shitty window." -- just said of a Chromium window that Mastodon popped up that didn't let me change the URL to navigate away.
+    - "you are stupid", "you are a fucking asshole" -- said to myself while coding.
+      - The first one means "that was stupid" which means "[[suboptimal]]/a dirty hack" and could very well be framed without appealing to the concept of stupidity.
+      - The second I'm unsure about; assholes in the biological sense are not bad.
+  - I feel like I [[love]] you a priori.
+  - I will show you the [[shape of my heart]] if you want to.