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From: Flancian <0@flancia.org>
Date: Thu, 19 Oct 2023 21:46:10 +0200
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+- [[Flancia]]!
+- [[work]]
+  - was tough
+    - it started well with a reassuring conversation with a mentor, but the day ended with more conflict again in the employee representation group.
+    - the sub-group within the group I am in -- I find really draining; it is one of the most difficult groups I've been in, in part because of a personality mismatch between myself and the rest of the group and because of the high stakes/high stress situation.
+    - apparently the group really really doesn't like my way of being/acting/requesting information and reasons for why we do things the way we do. i find them overly hierarchical, surprisingly conservative, and IMHO sometimes uncharitable and rash (some of them).
+    - I am thinking of stepping down from said subgroup but I think I will wait until after my holidays, which are imminent :)